You know those times in life where everything seems to fit in place? Where things seem to go so well it's almost mundane? There are those who like the mundane, routine, and predictability life can offer. They find comfort in it. Then there are those who get agitated or uncomfortable when things are going too well for too long. They are constantly on guard for something bad to happen and they often live in constant chaos in which they feel secure. I for one have always been quite content to have predictability in my life. I've never been one for change, it frankly irritates me and leaves me uneasy. I'm absolutely fine when things are going really well and......for a really long time.
Since having our wonderful children I have learned to lighten up a bit, and even more so in the past 8 months, I have learned that life is full of unpredictable and life changing surprises. Before children I would have hidden out in my room curled up in a ball feeling like the world was going to end when change came my way. After children: I now hold my breath for a few seconds, say "Please Lord give me strength." and buckle up for the new ride. Some rides have been so scary I can't wait to get off and some have been quite fun. Regardless, each new adventure has made me stronger and less scared that I'm not in control. Being closer to God has also made this possible and I am completely content to let Him direct me to where He wants me to be, even if it is not necessarily where I want to be.
I especially know this has been the the case since our recent decision to home-school Madisyn. I went from having a "not possible, don't have the patience, not strong enough" attitude to embracing the idea after much prayer. Though I am a little nervous about the new changes this will bring, I am excited at what God has in store for us and I pray he works miracles through me to have the energy, patience and knowledge to be able to teach Madisyn, Maelynn and Madilynn God's love and all the wonderful things they need/want to learn.
The Lord loves the just and will not forsake his faithful ones. They will be protected forever. PSALM 37:28
1 month ago
1 comments:
Amy,
I LOVE that you're going to homeschool!!! My mom homeschooled my brother and i for a few years, i was in grade 5 when we started, and went back to public school (due to wanting to pursue nursing) when i was in the 10th grade. I absolutely LOVED being at home with my mom, and I was always done with school by like, March! Look into the Alpha Omega curiculum. If i remember right it might've been a little more pricey (not outrageously) but they're a christian based curriculum, and they're more self paced (parents help needed sometimes), which was good for me, and my brother.
Any ?s on homeschooling and stuff i'd be happy to help on! Also, look into finding a homeschool coalition (sp?) in your area. We did a TON of things with them (ie, field trips. once we got older, SAT testing and such).
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